Those things, those feelings
Although meeting each other on the Internet, falling in love seems a very romantic thing, but most people will still keep a clear head, because in the face of the lover who has not met before, it always seems to be just a spiritual comfort.
I am such a person who falls in love with illusory, and I and he have turned this illusory into reality.
After that, I want to tell all the lovers in the world that love needs each other’s feelings, but it also requires the efforts of both parties. If you have this love, let it become a reality.
(1) It was a very chance to meet him. It was in a very “lively” place. At that time, I was chatting with several netizens at the same time in a popular chat room. I was typing on the keyboard mechanically and busy.You can’t make friends, and suddenly a strange name appears on the screen, and it’s kind to say hello to me, like my good friend.
Since falling into the net pool in March, I have met many netizens across the country, but after searching my memory bank, I still can’t remember ever knowing him.
However, I am a person who likes to make friends, so I talked with him a few times during his busy schedule. Sure enough, he honestly admitted that he didn’t know me, and only accidentally found it in the chat room list.People were talking to me, so they pretended to be my friends, but just didn’t want to be ignored.
We exchanged ICQs that day. Through the information on ICQ, I found that we were in two cities that were far away. He was a few years older than me, and that special confession really attracted me.
Time passed by a little bit, and it was a little early in the morning, and he was leaving, and I didn’t say a few words to him, because many netizens kept me busy.
He said he was very happy to meet me and felt like an old friend who seemed familiar.
I ‘m a girl, and I know the name in the chat room, so it ‘s very popular since surfing the Internet. He does n’t feel different to me. After polite farewell, he “leaves” the chat room gently,I continue to talk about our topic with my good friend Retina.
The day is still as busy as usual, my work determines that I must pay a lot of benefits, because a girl doing technical work, especially related to computers, feels different.
I am not a feminist, but I hope that there is no distinction between men and women in my work, so I worked very hard and self-study to prove that I am not worse than boys.
On the third morning, I rushed to work very early, sitting in front of the computer I usually used, and suddenly found that my ICQ was full of information sent last night.
It turned out that my colleague restarted the machine and opened my ICQ at the same time, and I didn’t set the hidden. Many netizens thought that I had been online and ignored them.
He was one of them. That night he took a friend to chat in the chat room that I have been going to. But he didn’t find me, and I didn’t answer CALL.
So I immediately wrote back to all CALL people I didn’t answer, and explained the reason to them, because I felt that I should be sincere to my friends.
Then I continued to be drawn to intense work.
I do n’t remember for a few days, I just remember that he came to the chat room that night. I talked to him a lot. When I told him I wrote him a letter explaining the reason for that day, he seemed very strange, and hurriedly went to seeAfter receiving the letter, he said that no one had written to him for a long time, so that he would no longer receive the letter, so my letter was lying in his mailbox for a long time.
We had a great chat that day. Although he left on time in the early morning, he promised to write back to me.
And I didn’t wait to meet my netizens, and then left.
A few days later, I really received a reply from him, so I started the email without time between us.
(2) I grew up in a happy family. Friends regarded me as my little sister and took good care of me.
I haven’t had to worry about my parents since I was a kid, I always get beautiful transcripts.
In fact, I am also a more lively girl. I love playing, shopping, and being with friends.
Since joining the work, it seems that time is not enough. Listening to friends saying that surfing the Internet is fun, so it makes sense to try it psychologically. Whoever thinks of really falling in love cannot help themselves.
But I have no purpose, I just want to know more friends through the Internet and see more exciting worlds outside.
The days are still past. His name appears in my ICQ list. Every time I come to see, I always want my friends’ names to change from red to blue. I think it ‘s fun to talk to them. Do n’t be afraid to have a dayWhat I said was regarded as a laughingstock. In fact, most netizens are like this, just trying to find a place where someone can comfort and listen.
When chatting that night, he suddenly said that I missed my voice. I have also talked to a few good netizens on the phone. It is not surprising. Because I have been chatting for a long time and become friends, I naturally want to hear the voice of the other partySeeing each other.
Off the net, dialed his home phone number, a tone of “Hello” (because he hasn’t spoken Mandarin for a long time, plus nervousness, so the tone changed), making our personality easier.
It seems that we have talked a lot. Our real life, family, past past, four hours passed in an instant, our ears were a little numb, and our hands were tired. So in the case of not being willing, we are still over.That happy personality.
In the future, more and more emails will be sent. The first thing to do on the Internet is to receive and read letters, which has become my habit.
In fact, I do n’t always understand the relationship between men and women, because there are always many boys around me, some are always good to me, some go away after being rejected, and some become my conscienceFriends, but in my heart, most of them are my elder brother.
Maybe because of the frustration of my first love, I no longer give my feelings easily, but rather enjoy their love for me.
If I hadn’t met him, maybe I would have lived a peaceful life with those who loved me.
(3) As usual, I called his company again, but there was something wrong with him. There seemed to be something else besides the “Hello” tone. We didn’t say a few words, he saidSay it when you write to me, so I hung up the phone with doubt.
In the evening I worked the same overtime as usual. After the work was done, I opened the mailbox.
Although I didn’t save the letter (because I didn’t know that the mailbox would exceed its capacity and was deleted by the administrator), I still remember it.
Although I haven’t known each other for a long time, we all still know what happened, and the letter told me that some things cannot be avoided.Later, he also said that he would do what he wanted, just as he thought, he would definitely say it.
I think, if it wasn’t for his personality, we might just stay on Email and TELEPHONE forever.
My reply is unacceptable, because in real life there is a boy who loves me very much. He has always taken care of me like his elder brother, cared for me, and even treated me in every possible way. Although I do n’t love him, I appreciateHe, I don’t want to hurt his heart, I have been thinking, having such feelings that are not love, maybe I can live well.
Since then, we still write letters every day and call every day, but we often talk about the future.
Later, a surprising and very unpleasant event happened. It is not necessary to elaborate here. In short, I accepted him from my heart and accepted this boy who has never met. This may be a fruitless online relationship.
Many days, we are in long-term conversations, and no longer chat online, just receive letters, write letters, issue cards, send pictures, or visit the homepage of a good friend to see online novels, and the lives of netizens.The story is almost just a long telephone line to maintain this relationship.
We sent each other photos to each other, and he scanned my photos and posted them online, framed in photo frames, and hung on the bed.
We are all trying to convince each other that this is not an illusory love, and there will always be a person who cares about him at the end of the phone.
Soon after, I found a girl on the Internet who was also an experience with us. She and his boyfriend also met on the Internet and lived different lives in two faraway cities.
But the love between her and him was just as sweet. Her master was full of happiness and moved me.
(4) At the end of September, I finally convinced my parents to go to his city by plane alone. This was the first time I had traveled alone and the first time by air. After a long period of overtime work, I had such a relaxing time.Opportunity, I am really happy.
Recalling the courage and the director’s request for leave, I now feel it is God’s will. If the parents do not agree, if the director does not approve the leave, if I dare not, if there is no money, many if we are not able to meet, and we will notThere is today.
I believe in fate very much, but I believe that things are artificial.
The plane landing that day made me feel uncomfortable, but it was more nervous. What is he like?
Will it be very different from him on the phone?
Do we have nothing to say?
Will you feel that everything is different when you meet?
Remember to write to a netizen before going, she said that meeting may become different. If you feel good and lucky, just afraid that it will become fruitless by then, would n’t it be miserable?
When I thought about it, I came to the exit. There are many strangers waiting to pick up. There are people on both sides of the road. Where is he?
I looked around and suddenly he appeared in front of me, still the kind of silly smile on the phone, big eyes, angular faces, dark plaid shirt, dark blue jeans, pure, lively oneThe look of the big boy is a little different from the picture.
Busy calling home to report safety, followed him into the car to pick me up, never dared to look into his eyes, and said something insignificant in the car, his cousin asked some information while driving, I seem toI haven’t got used to it, just looking at the streets outside, strangers outside . in a blink of an eye, the car drove to his home, slowly began to adapt, and tried to connect him with the phone and see him.My room was full of my photos. When I saw the room he described on the phone, the anxiety and nervousness disappeared at the same time.
Then came four days of happiness, easy days, long-term work pressure, and learning pressure. After changing the environment, we have been put behind our heads, and we are really harmonious. Even after four days, we no longer want to be separated.
Back home, everything is still the same, but there is more concern and expectation in his heart, whether he cares about the distant place is good, I look forward to the next holiday let us meet, once a day letter, call every day, as if there is always endlessIf so, maybe this is love.
Not long after the National Day, he came to my city, and it was also four days. We had a great time. Although there was always a certain kind of fear, but we noticed more in the future.I intend to believe that the future belongs to us.
(5) We have been separated for more than a month. The next time we meet is probably the New Year.
Phones and letters are the tools we use to communicate with each other. I remember asking him once, what if all the communication tools between us were not working one day?
He answered me in the letter and said, if that’s the case, we still have love. As long as there is love in each other’s heart, what is the distance in space?
My friends all said to me, why bother to find a boyfriend so far away, it is not too unrealistic to have so many good friends around.
At first I had doubts about the authenticity of all of this, and I was by no means looking for a boyfriend on the Internet, but I think everyone should treat love sincerely, treat those you love, as long as you all work hard, all objective reasonsIt’s not a problem, the question is whether you really have feelings for each other.
The story between us is still going on, and there are still many difficulties in the future that we need to face, but I believe that those who do not understand us slowly will understand that the power of love cannot be stopped, it can make everything impossibleYes, the illusion becomes reality.
Believe me, as long as you work hard, everything can become real!
May all lovers in the world become dependents!